wearing see-thru suffering part 10 5/4/17

the suffering is set up by expectations of a frame

of reference that does not include what it actually is. 

suffering is really unaddressible in it authenticity.

which then provides for medicine

as if to treat the symptoms

as your self-consciousness experiences them.

this then perpetuates that what is really going on

either by or through the pain itself cannot be discerned 

because the flood of suffering can be also ventilative

for a storehouse of unattended

but previously stored suffering.

so suffering, despite its reputation

for being what it is claimed to be,

also has a positive side to it.

so if you can be the being

and play your consciousness as opposed to

just be your self-consciousness,

then suffering was a practice or ritual

that got you more deeply in touch

with your true consciousness.

suffering by all of the minutia of unconscious habits

that go into it, that it brings up

can provide the reverie of transcendence or transformation, 

for all of those unconscious patterns that are discovered, 

can then be diminished by becoming aware of them

and their essential conceal and the potential release

from what was held as such,

not knowing that that was going on and also ongoing. 

suffering is then a doorway

to deeper consciousness prevailing.

all this is so compressed and is happening

every nanosecond of our self-consciousness as dominant.

suffering exist as a golden door

and we work against its benefit to us directly.