personal evolution 7/31/19

personal evolution is hidden 

in the wisdom of non-eventfulness.

any time the mind-grab of awareness is on,

the mind wants a front row seat

working from an audience perspective.

that technique takes one out 

of the authenticity occurring 

and makes a subjective version as a substitute.

that substitute then becomes a basic addition

to the story of one’s life 

as told by the mental account of being.

one is again sabotaged from personal growth

by a mental equivalency as truth

as then the mind’s drive is to prove one’s worth

by an external set of perspectives and standards.

self-consciousness is in overwhelm with circumstance.

evolution, as a deep truth, 

sources beyond and beneath the evident,

not that now is not a stimulant in unrealized ways.

but the ambience of being

functions from an energetic truth basis

while self-consciousness features belief-bias 

as the driver of that need to becoming evident.

personal evolution is a surrender

and not a well-driven conquerer.

there is no 'change' gained in evolution.

it is an expansion-to-include as awareness 

as presence provides.

one becomes more confluent with the energy of being

without a stark realization as its pronouncement

to be rendered or accounted for.

if technique was to be the medium

then non-eventfulness would be a given

and eventfulness would not be relevant 

and more obviously, 

a distraction from the source.

yet both, given the currency 

of our present circumstances,

would be presently applied.

but source-fully, we would not be attending

to our consciousness in the same way.

for the medium of our beingness 

would be the broadcast of spirit 

as radiance

and personality, 

as a projection,

would be secondary and resolute

in service to our spirit . . .