pain is the messenger 1/4/18

the succulent hidden aspects of pain

they builds walls, look away,

labor towards full flight deadenness

working in the apparent inner darkness

have a logic that is eventually dooming

but thrive on overt adversities

or at least the interpretation there of

these circumstances almost imprison the messenger

before the message is clearly understood

it’s like the messenger perceived as a pimp

or a drug dealer endlessly in disguise

or a prosaic philosopher of pharmacology

exhorting answers in the form of pseudo probes

many times we are the unresponsive audience

we are in pain for its entertainment value

prospering on its itemized story of our meaningful life

though it be measured by responses to pain

as if the only voice in the sensory crowd heard

is spoken in the language of pain

possibly open to discernment  

but primarily exists as anecdotal,

reoccurring, and adversarial

that pain is dynamic either by volume or longevity

matters at the registry of self by self account

that pain is open to interpretation is in question

hard to hire the self viscerally or kinesthetically

yet they are readily available to self-inquiry

usually the level of concern peaks at topical

the experience is storyable

rather in self-investigatory

someone must be more informed than oneself

no first person should be asked for this first

no one should be asked to tell the story of their pain

yo, but to go to and be the pain

be with it, of it, from it

pain, give me the holographic view

not resulting evidence

but feel towards the initial cause

beyond the physical and the emotional recruitment

give me a timeline

and a sense of contributing habits

let’s have a self dialogue

without financial considerations

let the whole body be involved as participants

let this say lead to the openness of self healing

even if there is need for practical medical support

be the active primary, encouraging assistance

how did we get so out of touch with ourselves?

health for profit

is pigs on a greased poll climb

pain is not a pirate

maybe perceived as a squeaky wheel,

what happened to the divinity within

is it in name only?

it is not my prayer to heal you

but it is my vibratory environment to provide

for you healing of yourself however the mix

pain is only the messenger

speak to me

from where you are the intentional healer

so that I can listen in as one with you . . .