the anonymous self 6/23/17

to search beyond the anonymous self

whether to contract for a meaningful life

or to contact the energetic truth of your being

choice does not survey for all of the options

depth of perspective creates the methods used

the indoctrination from reality is distractive

the brain becomes a white board from usage

while the heart becomes a palate for desire

a meaningful life fills in the blanks

but the energetic truth gives one a taste of spirit

the anonymous self eventually is booked solid

projections shared, agreements made, contracts delivered

upkeep is optional as reputations fluctuate

in the face to face, day to day, offing

anonymity is a seepage from the drainage of self

meaningful has a half-life limit in one’s memory

when life lived is a spectator existence

where experience is an addictive process

and a bucket list is a privileged path of pursuit

for the anonymous self to acquire a fabulous wardrobe

to be at the autograph table of self for signage

yet and despite, the energetic truth of being lingers

there are four noble doorways of entry;

drawn-ness, self-love, empathy and oneness.

the anonymous self passes by each of these daily

but rarely is moved to confirmable recognition directly

one has to be the self experiment beyond meaningful

to be in contact with a deeper sense of self

a self that both abides and defies,

can openly embrace expanses of duplicity

finds every moment is filled with paradoxicals

and could thrive on passion chasing after unknowns

we all hunger for a life beyond lip service remains

to be in sync with self beyond self-justified

to be the pouring forth of being,

not the search for meaningful

every human has this as inner-discourse secretives

it is a self-dialogue before conversation makes attempts

this search is always a yearn before it becomes of means

the anonymous self is a start-up, a self go-fund-me

at worst it becomes a wisdom business

better yet, a shared environment for the benefit of others

best as a charismatic portal, others set sail from

for leaving the anonymous self

and navigating drawn-ness, self-love,

and empathy into oneness . . .