each moment

 

the carriage of any moment 

into the next moment's presence 

is a distraction. 

we have become 

unconsciously accustom to that, 

as experience.

experience itself is composed 

of all internal lobbyists, 

vying for human conscious attention,

prescribing at what level, 

what means, 

and what wherewithal.

the outcome is a style of thought 

called linear thinking.

it is the weave 

of an under-dimensionalizing 

awareness process.

it burdens with front stage cognition 

and lacks deep-drawn 

immersion permission. 

it is the political enterprise of separatism 

embodied as a self in existence. 

mindful in that style is exile

from the intimate humanity as whole. 

we have coherent access 

but not the culture nor the personal draw 

to venture into this, our wholeness.

each of us, as an individual, 

has to appear to risk their apparent sanity, 

to attend more deeply, 

to what comes into our awareness, 

without the constraints of conclusions 

or contentious inner debate. 

what is felt is before 

first-sighted sensory translated

then what is sensed is cognitively served. 

the witness of this 

is deep-seated rare, from within. 

each moment of aware 

is its own blessedness, 

in the coherent dance that abounds. 

we are indoctrinated 

away from living this way. 

life as audience is not the same. 

quanta-existence is always happening

but we are distant from that self within, 

who lives it.

you can't go find it 

but only become of it, 

where each moment addresses of itself, 

coming through 

as your you . . .