angel of hard

 

how to approach hard.

yes, hard is a callout 

from somewhere within.

some guesstimate served 

with a favorite reasoning

and an acknowledged distance between, 

whether that be a task, 

act with emotional carriage,

a rite of passage,

or a state of vast comprehension.

hard has taken a stance.

you have to feel for it,

locate its groundedness directly,

see for the distance between you and it.

and then more seriously, 

look at the who of you, 

who is holding it as such.

what are the mediums within you

that make it such a definite?

then what accounts for 

the distance or disparity 

between you and whatever hard is?

there is a self-study involved.

the beauty of deep inner inspection needed.

is hard really an anticipated reaction, 

brooding itself into existence 

as an opinion and self-judgment call?

hard should have been 

a post potential remark.

but as blockage from discernment

is it just feigning existence into belief?

is it a pretend taking on status from within?

hard is a doorway to inner riches,

as if so many dimensions of self, 

open for discovery.

hard is a mirror of self as inquiry,

even though it appears 

as outwardly ordained.

hard is a meticulous self science of potential,

not for approval's result

but more so to demystify hard 

as a working premise 

of obstruction in self's way.

hard is an actualizer,

a tai chi of self-awareness by usage,

hard stone-faced until it is porous,

then porous until it is putty,

then putty until it is liquid,

then liquid until it is evaporative in resolve. 

to have awaken a state of being from within,

is pure self in genius mode.

hard may have been the original wardrobe in defiance,

but then to become the wingman 

in each moment.

tis the invisible of self made evident 

if needed.

almost as the angel of hard 

is always of assistance.

that carriage, once revealed,

is so much a blessing in disguise.

it widens the spectrum 

of being and consciousness.

come to meet hard

as inquiry from within,

and self attributes come to the fore.

this inner dialogue gives one a presence

that others may take from and learn.

revelation does not knock at the door of self

as a gift offered.

it comes as a gift given to oneself, 

by a self honesty 

that bespeaks of itself into existence.

even though it may originally appear 

as hard,

secretly as one's wakeup call, 

if attention is to be served . . .