experience is generally propaganda 6/9/19

experience, on the intake,

is generally propaganda,

impressionisticly off of true scale,

pictorial as brought into words.

creating a linearity 

out of a sensory hologram

on to a conveyer belt of recognition skills

that quip their way to the task at hand.

‘now’ is inundated with audience perspective.

all is attempting to settle into a logical story

as a somewhat flashlight lit view proceeding,

having the flat impact of bystander status.

the embodiment is already blood drawn 

before actually presented as occurring. 

the animation itself has a flip-book quality  

by observation.

sure, experience is on the menu, 

while looking intriguingly for what is not.

yet anything sensational 

is viewed as phenomenological,

viewed as hyper-realistic 

in as once in a lifetime value.

out of ordinary is a headliner for account.

high-experience usually only has memory as resource,

lacking the reentry into embodiment once again.

the contagion of experience is its first person bias.

eventfulness, as a framing, denies an authenticity.

staging lends itself to a proof of worth results.

experience leaves a trail of affectation-driven results.

pre-thought is usually the nose-ring of expectations.

yet experience without personage can be mystical.

when what is externally happening falls through

into an inner world richness.

the self is lit up outside of normal intake.

what is ignited within gives experience a movement

that normal reality searches for 

but is usually denied.

we all live for those moments of interior expansion.

those high points of personally augmented permission

where by the self is not defined by the externals

but comes to blossom from inward clarity

that is expansive in a spirit awareness way

and can gives oneself a depth of being

that re-anchors oneself beyond the external version

and gives one a sense of lightness of being from within

that becomes a self-resource for future self-dialogue.

we all want personal experience to be that light

but normalized reality does not offer that straight-up.

and so we make do 

with what does come as experience,

and look for that awakening 

in every moment’s call.

so that experience is not propaganda

but truth telling 

as living it alive from within . . .