out of what is

if we could all remember, 

that we are chasing narratives 

already in our heads,

that makes us an audience to it.

for then we spectate on all of the results 

as happening.

none of this applies 

to our personal evolution.

it only applies 

as adding fuel to our storyline.

keeps us seduced 

within conclusions and outcomes,

which then becomes the work 

of our linear minds to process.

work that then seduces and overwhelms us,

because it is a menial reality setting,

separate from the nature 

and naturalness of the big picture,

as our own personal evolution.

for we are supposedly using 

our current circumstances

and our interpretation 

of those circumstances,

to get us to witness ourselves 

and the usage of ourselves 

in deeper transcending ways.

mainly by honoring our intuitions, 

more than living 

in our reactive mindset ways. 

we have to witness 

how we think about all of this.

not for correct answers 

that we subsequently rationally approve of,

but for getting ourselves 

internal witness skills, 

that subsequently come to direct us 

into next moments.

not to prove to ourselves our worth 

but to express a deeper sense of spirit 

as our truth.

we all wanted to become 

the broadcast of our being

and not the lip-service of our narratives, 

that we are already supremely bored with and about.

we are the living self-experiment 

and we want to be self-directed, 

from a deeper inward space awareness

of our own self-consciousness.

reality, as reception, is overbearing 

and subsequently eventually a boring fill.

it is each of us, 

who needs to invent 

the creative exercise of self-discoveries, 

out of the normatives 

that are fronting us.

we create for the opportunity 

to be of our presence

and not to live in the results 

that complete 

our own private expectation-story,

where we are each rich 

with energetic possibilities

but we all settled for wanted storied results, 

that we already expect 

to either succeed or fail,

in the way 

of the dualistic trap we all fall into.

we can see with our perception, 

new ways of sightedness 

and journey from within.

ways that give us permission 

to creatively reach 

for the unknown, 

from within each of us,

that is within 

but not yet identified by us, 

from the ways as means 

of our rational pursuit.

our intuition has insight 

but we steal from that 

to make rational expectations become real.

and then we are back to linear thinking, 

as it overwhelms us.

but that then becomes, 

an oh so very familiar, self residence.

remember, this is all a very private 

self-experiment, 

with deep inward efforts and discoveries.

it does not matter to the world, 

if any of us do this or not.

it only essentially matters 

to each of us inwardly.

dramas are not mile markers along the way.

we are not living for change to happen.

what we really want 

is transcendence out of all of this.

we want a deeper sense of being realized

and a richer effortless broadcast of self.

and then let's see, 

how the world responds 

to our collective magic.......