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Saturday, May 15, 2021

be before the weave


we are the weavers of this cultural fabric.

but where on earth did we get this fiber?

and what is it presently composed of?

what end point purpose 

does all this knit-of-it eventually serve?

is it from the nuances of this, 

already woven fabric, 

that is the reality 

we weave that becomes further more, 

our existence?

are we honestly from before 

this coming spread, 

this secondhand of the now weave 

that we make cognition to exist?

are we but a parlance 

of unconscious hand-me-downs,

as from past generations

as their methods of coping?

is it the false collective of us

standing up for a two-faced moral code?

that we could never honestly decipher 

and if by resolution, ever achieve? 

does the truth of the matter 

ever on its own, come to now exist?

are we but of a conversational meddling 

in each others private affairs? 

at levels of personal execution 

that actually feature denial 

but appear to be constructed otherwise?

each of us for now, 

being a brand 

that is a sell-out to ourselves

before we get to come from soul.

is our experiment, in the execution of life,

that we can't really ever relax 

when the framing of projection

is all about self 

in the subtleness of recovery?

from past generations 

that have passed it on,

can't figure for myself

more than for this moment's worth.

just living on in the burden

but dreaming richly above the float.    

we are a curator's existence 

ongoing as revisitation 

of the past made present.

comparative truth for us is loaded 

with boldfaced denials.

we are vulnerability, 

living in privacy

that is not readily observed. 

witness where we each hurl from. 

know each other from way before. 

for all of us, 

we have desperate needs to realize

that smart conversation is intimate 

beyond all that these words do say.

be from before the weave,

from before we are these hands 

that weave

we need to be 

the wisdom of our hearts

before this life of our busy hands 

ever takes up the apparency 

of this weave . . . 

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