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the conundrum of achievement in less time,

who makes one an audience to oneself in that light?

first to ascribe achievement that status of worth

and then to steal the wealth of presence as involvement 

into a strategy of assignment, 

where time becomes the proclaimer, the anointer of value,

producing the wardrobe of false claims as wearables.

when less-time implies a pejorative sense of involvement, 

when achievement is in the eyes of others' view

but not a personal worth treasured from within,

where audience approval is a means of life passage.

but in no way engenders a self experience of evolution,

just more of life passage in the traffic of existence.

a skill, measured by speed, completely ignores inner worth.

the context offers compensation 

for the faint of self as worth.

acquiring skill-sets that have no passion of inner joy

while in execution as their ultimate intention,

feature a mantra of negative outcomes.

yes, there is notoriety

as if fame is more than a burden of distraction

and an invasion of being by bystander directives.

personal delight to the audience of others

only plays for limited periods of time in their lives

as attention given moves on to others things

while the person of interest is left with their takeaway. 

and what was the internal cost of impressing others

to the self's version of private self-dialogue and being?

tell me where the initial source of self love comes from.

tell me how resourceful one can be with that in mind.

no act, in the presence of others, goes on

without a deeper undertow undisclosed in the carriage.

achievement better not be stealing from there 

to make the appearance of worth.

achievement should be a byproduct

of the expression of wealth from within.

achievement is never a result 

but more so an initiation of expression as talent.

talent that finds for itself a medium 

to provide for others in a common light

as if a permission presented for all to share

from where they are rich from within,

and never an act done vainly in time

for an audience of experiential approval. 

such is the conundrum 

of achievement in less time . . .