bystanders to now 1/1/20

there are only bystander positions to now.

every experiencer comes with a camera and memory.

the fruit from now amounts to accounts.

now is a horizon line we have yet to cross.

for as close as we can get,

sensory input keeps us back, 

as if a protective fence 

is set in place 

so that we don’t mishap into now.

for we are only set up to experience as consciousness

and not be awake in the now.

without all the fallback methods we have,

imagine now without sensory account,

without experience interface,

without memory retention,

and not even internal dialogue ongoing.

now, is just as an inescapable energetic truth,

no more identity,

no storable account,

no claim of separatism as a measurable means,

and not nothing 

but a one something of existence,

all dance 

but no self-consciousness to bother.

now is always happening

but we are safeguarded from its directness.

surely we are of it

but don’t have access to just be the be of it.

we are still in baby steps 

as oneness approaches . . .