self-love has no why but is 12/31/18

self-love is not noticeable for having any worth

if you go to measure or account for self-love 

then you have stepped out of the essence of that love

and replaced it with an account demonstrating self-love

or that which shows evidence of self love

and therefore the obvious results of self-love

rather than the exudence of self-love 

or the radiance presence of self-love

which exists as a broadcast 

but not a projection

it has a cast 

but not a directedness

there is no scheme to self-love

as if a mental directive can cause or procure

self-love does not have a defining appearance

as if smiles or pleasantries, calmness 

or dignified composure

self-love can have an unbeknownst innocence 

as if one is not knowledgable about their first-person self-love 

in a self sense way

self-love has a fluidity to it

even though experiential distractions can abound

it is not a life long work of construction

self-love finds a means of surrender 

to a deeper sense of self as truth opening

any account is only an attempt at seduction or capture

control is not a means of self-love in the operative

conveyance can have a presence of self-love expressed

communication maybe only a forest for the trees of self-love

not that it can’t be there 

but may be disguised behind the stature of meaning imposed

emotional can be a messenger of self-love 

but it is not at the essence

self-love is a vibrational presence 

and possibly a subsequent broadcast

but not by mentally directed intentional means

yes, there can be compassion and empathy expressed

but they are not of the essence either

but may be in part perceived 

as an element of the intentional broadcast 

with emotional overtones in play

self-love is not a commodity that the mind can venture with

can’t trade it, bargain, contract or create an agreement with it

it is not a commodity but more of an ongoing outpour

a mindful creation of self-love as a concept 

can be topically interesting 

as if subject to or for debate

but mind has very little control there of

gaming self-love is as a costly enslavement process

as if to give up being to gain a sense of self-control

our culture features that process as having a worth

a sense of self-worth

but that places oneself in the conundrum 

of always proving one’s worth

rather than existing as a richness of being from the inside out

I am not saying that self-love is exclusive to one’s being

there are those whose self-love is greater than their being

there are those who have a collective soul capacity

as part of their conscious existence

and for them, self-love is expansive and inclusive.

their being is part of a greater collective 

yet not defined by body count or identity

self-love is not a product of a conclusion-driven sense of being

self-love carries an ‘isness’ to it that flows without restraint

it does not have to be evident by behavior or mood

we all have it but possibly present in a denial style

as we are held captive to a mind-style version of being

we all can see the uninhabited self-love in babies

more by their presence than their behavior

some have survived the onslaught of indoctrination and culture

and still possess that self-love straight-forwardly

everyone is self-love

until they believe themselves not . . .