the drug of now

you have just taken the drug of now.

it is your own elixir mixture.

the essential ingredients are vibratory.

you have been cultivating them since birth.

the skillsets related to potency, 

methods of ingestion,

conscious preparation,

and self-witness potential

are the primary tools for functioning,

during the passing of this moment 

to the next.

the facility of present-awareness

is generally developed on a learning curve.

how one views one's own experience

is potentially the most meaningful part,

even though direct experience can momentarily override.

there is the notion 

of either advancement or refinement,

in one's developmental sense of their self.

some people just take on the now

with no sense of journey or experimentation.

their life is a mandate

and spectatorship is their calling.

others have frequency breaks.

times for experimentation straight up

and other times 

when life is all a leisure activity.

having life as a self experiment 

is not for everyone.

some don't even view life in this way.

for some, they are writing their own diary,

just by living it,

line by line, page by page, day by day.

others didn't get the memo

and therefore just carry on, 

as if from before.

while others were captured in a narrative

and fully accept animation 

as their core response.

so if you have taken the drug

and are aware of its consequences, 

then now has exceptional information 

from within.

but it isn't like there is an endpoint in mind.

it's just revelation after revelation,

in a sort of peal back mode.

the more you go, the deeper it gets.

it may provide a great sense of whole

or a more profound sense of oneness.

maybe the deal is about 

expression from within,

a sense of being that inspires and pervades,

a carriage that is full throttle 

as the pouring of being,

an emotional waterspout sense of self, 

in giving,

only to discover a greater sense 

of being than self.

some sort of sensory aware

that commits to the ever-flow 

thru the self but not limited by it.

an initiation into a oneness of being

that makes us all go beyond

the boundaries of initial inquiry,

beyond where questions formed,

beyond the basic premise of life as survival,

to somewhere where now 

is always invitational . . .