I am holding on to not being held.
I am surely aware of how unaware I am.
it's crowded is this self-aloneness space within.
I talk over my own self-listening,
just to get a word in.
what I realize is not even that new to me.
seen it, done it, been there,
yet seems so unreal.
sometimes I have no response
to what I have said to myself.
when someones says to me,
think it over,
I don't know what that means.
if I had a bad experience,
do I keep track of the commentary
or do I just remember the experience?
if I knew how to get to there,
do I have to want to go and do that?
so what is the point of being self-conscious
if it only generates more of the same?
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