rational constructionism is as a form of self-defense
worker bees of thought are layering the self for protection
any moment of idleness is searching for self-indulgence
rituals of safeguard also become the prison walls of self
the pretend becomes animated as a versionary self
one’s character is a total projection when audience supplied
barren dormancy wanders around inside the self-account
proving one’s worth is always a knock at the reality door
trusting in another is an escape from loss of self worth
being loved by another ends the internal identity debate
being task-bound resolves the here-to-there reasoning
when does the experience of experiencing becomes real?
the state when one’s think-and-feel clearly
aren’t about to match
how is one’s energetic confusion
of another’s up-close presence?
when does pain become accepted as part of one’s self image?
when is the hurt stored within as another person’s fault?
when is think desperately blank and god dialogue is needed?
how is hurt in the mind just a reminder and less of an affront?
when do memories flood in as if mind is in a free-fall?
is ever recognition bothersome but repetition not the cause?
when do details line up as if an urgency of now in need?
know how the mess that is happening can’t be resolved?
where to go within, when there is no sense of how to get there
when is every next moment either absurd, obscene, or obvious?
when does the demand of obligation over-fill the intendedness?
when is one both confidant and the confessor in self-dialogue?
how relevant can all this be,
in the subtle distance,
of the witness of self in passing ?
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