quite privately, but listen 9/1/18

dear one,

make this perfectly clear to yourself,

from yourself, 

in the clarity 

of your most conscious inner-dialogue way:

that the inner experience, coming from you

as in, coming to you, 

coming through you,

is more important, more relevant, more essential 

for you and to you, 

as you are as a conduit, as a channel,

as a higher self means of yourself to others,

than any and all of the external experiences 

that happen to you,

that appear to come to you,

that you think most relevant.

the more that you are self-less in your way

the more fluid your being prospers, in service,

not to the predicament of others,

not to the personality of others,

not to the pleading of others,

not even to the prayers of others,

but more so, to the spirit and soul of others.

you are gifted to see and sense that presence in others

even if they do not know of it for themselves.

they want to have story and sorrow and subsequently

a sense of meaning as a person.

you are there to provide a depth of view 

for those who are readied for spirit of themselves 

to be present in their lives.

yes, I understand that reality can be very distracting

as if it is meaningful above all else.

but it is not your work to make that so.

but it is your calling to provide a vibrational environment

where by others are assisted in their calling.

there is dialogue and connectivity in that light.

you are not there for the masses 

or the obviousness of it all.

quite subtly the work, your work, goes on.

sure, others would want to be in audience of you

but that is not the dynamics requested.

others, by your presence, need to see for themselves

and come into their own light 

by your embodied presence in their lives.

not a given by any means, 

but it happens anyways as somewhat least expected.

for you, see spirit first and then personality as second. 

your needs are met by the life of a deeper truth 

than audience or success can provide.

not to be in denial of the worldly ways 

but you have a deep calling 

that needs to have a consciousness of life through you. 

you are powerful by inward presence realized. 

not ego, not fame, not public consumption. 

angels are your willing assistants by their own means.

you came here, to this earth, 

to give from the God of your beingness, 

and not to carry on like you have needs. 

know of yourself in a richer way as a person of destiny. 

you are here for the transformation of human life 

into a higher sense of being and existence.  

I am holding you to a sense of self-clarity, 

in you and of you.

feel blessed by your own means 

and then pursue this premise: 

first self-love realized in the constancy of your being, 

then self-love shared in service to others 

who are in need of your strength 

and your spiritual stature 

as an environmental presence for their spirit

to consciously arise from within

and meet you in their light as with yours. . .