under cover of starkness 6/14/18

belief cannot embrace amoral positions

taken and exhibited 

by others in control

one’s expectations, 

as a personalized method, 

are readily caught off guard 

when, in the monotony of familiarity,

the unthinkable seems to be occurring

the conjuring of an expanded universe of human control

as in human’s gaining control of the weather 

causing droughts, firestorms as a result,

flash-flooding almost out of nowhere.

weather-patterns shifting,

hundred-year weather events 

in one’s life time, repeatedly.

that is borderline conspiracy theory

shock into born-alive reportable heresy

historically, one cannot say things like that

at least not publicly 

and expect them to be profoundly evidential

so now, all of the habitual humdrum of daily life 

does not permit one to be readied for this intake 

this information, outside of their norm

secretly, you must have discovered

that experience, from the outside in, 

is overrated, well was overrated.

reality was just a menagerie of act-out propositions.

but this type of realization is act-out scary. 

sure, we are slaves of the mind 

and we act as if self-consciousness, 

human-self-consciousness, is judge and jury.

but then, this is how the virtue of sidedness 

comes to die,

transfixed in positions, held as fundamental truth

well, undeniable truth.

fixed positions as tent posts to our reality canopy 

and then to discover

that that basis of benign understanding is false allegiance,

that others, unannounced

have been wildly in the pursuit 

of a deeper sense of human control,

not alignment with 

but control there of.

a brake out from the dualities of right versus wrong,

a method without that kind of rendering,

an amoral approach beyond the positions

of right or ethical, or sane, or duly justified.

almost masked as the correct use of science

for the betterment of mankind,

but not really.

still the game of power and control,

exhibiting game-boards and think-tank efforts

to out think and out maneuver other humans,

as if the game is much the same 

but the stakes and methods are now more extreme.

all of the world is not about embrace.

some can never leave the game of control.

some have methods and tactics beyond account.

the human psyche is a delve.

the mind is the palate,

and we, are yet undisclosed

as the medium of display 

on the earth-stage yet to be revealed.

belief was such a simple way of means and custom.

the rituals of the future,

by these adversarial manipulation and means 

do not bode well for the simplicity-of-heart as method.

divide and conquer by diversion and secrecy

carries on as cathartic act-outs of pain and suffering.

deep thought has come into the hands of bastards

who self-loath themselves into power metaphors

and search for reality circumstances to play.

war is a box of crayons in their hot hands

but having only the colors of red and black to work with.

safety presented as cause is a false shield

fear is the driver,

and protection is from oneself, 

one human sense of self

not united self,

not the oneness of self

but the insidiousness of individual self

some survive, some gain power,

some are in control

all else are props and putty 

as the game is reduced to primal

in the most unauthentic way and means.

so here we are, 

undercover of starkness.

blame is a useless position to hold.

even position as a context

may be ridiculous.

tell me,

say to me, as if through me,

how does heart-felt have a life 

in each of us

going forward?