Ennowment * 1/16/13

Experience itself is

anecdotal to the now.

Ennowment is more the essence

quantumtatively 

rather than enlightenment.

Enlightenment seems to imply

that meaning would be the savior

and that knowledge imparted

would be the medium.

If enlightenment was

a superhighway out of here,

available to everyone equally,

which it is,

why would there be speed traps

for efforting,

and toll booths for self worth

and besides that,

who would man them?

With ennowment,

there is no coming back.

There is no here or there

to start with.

That ‘there is’, of itself,

is a slight falsification.

For there is no self-consciousness

to ‘is’.

Self-consciousness

is like a form

of identical twin sibling rivalry,

where one lived,

not knowing itself

to be a twin

and the other is living

through the first twin,

not knowing its own fate

more directly.

And the dead twin

is way more chatty!

Thus self-consciousness

rather than parallel universes

seems to be the norm.

Ennowment,

don’t think about . . .