reasons why we don't introspect

when notice turns on itself

to reveal that which does 

the inner workings of oneself,

to notice the hides that go on

behind the aiming to please,

the victimhood that comes

from becoming the character one portrays,

is to notice when the residence of oneself

becomes the betrayal of upkeep,

when one's feeling-nature doesn't keep searching

for beyond what one has come to understand,

when one doesn't sweat anymore, 

while in battle

and therefore, 

no salt can get into one's own wounds,

or to notice when the laughter doesn't leave 

its initial first cause

to carry on, 

on its own, 

going forward,

or when one has thoughts that are provoked,

that one is inwardly morally forbidden to think.

are these the reasons why we don't have introspect? . . .