in full experiential reprieve 8/15/18

self-consciousness is 

just the imminently inclusive recent past,

posing as our awareness of the now.

the most profound journey for humans

is to come into this fresh baked of the moment

of the now.

to leave the self-conscious version 

for the living state of consciousness,

to leave the pretend of the imminent yet previous 

posing as the now,

to give up on the report and the account,

the anecdotals and the journey of breadcrumbs

posed by conclusions,

to forgive and forget the survey,

even the notion of surprise 

against the backdrop of expectation’s view,

to be alive where language has no formal usage,

where everything speaks and listens 

simultaneously, as interactional,

where sensory input is not particularizing 

but is universalizing 

in every medium beyond presentation’s scene 

as vibratory interaction’s obtainables.

there are no more flashlight in a darken room 

pinhole views.

there is no involvement in the method of interest. 

observation and audience have dissolved.

thought has no need for confirmation or residence.

the void of think is full-blown and ever endowed

without hesitancy or any sense of vanity disclosed.

the now from energetics is timeless.

this, as a bottomless sound,

knows of itself by being.

void has become the fullness of everything.

know is non-operational, even antiquated as a means.

‘be' has no text.

‘being’ is boundary-less.

‘I’ is non-declarative.

verb has no source and noun has no time.

utterance has no audience.

enlightenment has no dimensions to comply.

in transition, that which was apparently closing in,

is ever-expanding, more rapidly.

spacial has octaves 

yet dimensions as distinctions have diminished.

glee sequences faster and faster 

until it is sightless beyond the capacity to sigh.

‘self’ has surrendered into expansion.

mind gave up, now is immersed into the cause.

all words became octaves absorbing.

I knocked on the door one last time

the ‘I’, the ‘knock’, the ‘door’, 

the ‘one’, and the ‘time’,

have all resolved, absolved then dissolved,

together, 

as the last laugh, 

completely exhaling 

as if exhilarating 

in full experiential reprieve . . .