why have a paradoxical 'I to eye' 3 ‘ * 3/1/13

readings:

day three

Each crayon in my personal coloring box 

is a silo filled with compressed tension 

and colorful stress downwardly expressing me. 

Existential depression is only the front grill 

on this lament, as I (introspective eye) 

drive really fast, far and delightfully often.

People see me as a cast of characters, 
I see myself as in a cast. I (Introspective eye), 
claim to others that I start things as an initiator, 
and am a champion of causes, 
but actually they sneak out of me 
and I (introspective eye), 
chase covetously after them.