There are times
when we fire rifles
into the air.
They are our mouths
as barrels wide open
with bullets for thoughts,
launched as bangs
that head off wailing.
And when they reach
their maximum distance
from earth,
several units of ear shot away,
ever so slowly,
they all phase.
Almost in unison,
relative to their firing cadence,
blam-blam-blam-blam-blam,
they then turn.
Only to face earth
and see gravity yawn,
together with this
cloud-captioned remark.
Something to the effect of
“hey little buddies,
you made quite the loud effort
to get to here!
zoom zoom zoom . . .
you know?
Too bad but . . .
you all have got to fall back
. . . lads”.
And so for that
somewhat prolonged
timeless moment,
when our forward thrust
had been neutralized
by gravity’s intention and response,
there is this special
though short span of “other than”
(a composition
of weightless transition
if for nothing else)
and then . . .
that look back . . .
where gravity yawned,
maybe bored
with blam-blam and zoom-zoom
and the bigger than
boom . . . boom . . .
so much of it these days.
But . . . none the less,
this gravity
further acknowledged
our speedy little efforts
with a continuance of attention
as if a kind of applause,
often louder
than one human hand clapping,
until then,
as if seized by descent.
The applause became drowned out,
replaced with the hurry
of our aerodynamic surfaces,
excusing themselves
in accelerating passage.
So much so,
that it became the easy prerogative
to deftly turn completely
the other way
and face
the oncoming magnification directly.
well . . . in the short span
of a bullet’s free flight life,
this is an unheard of.
It may not have been
as fast as rumored we can go,
but this . . . buoyant pause,
this seemed like “the forever dream”
as bullets who talk story
have described.
“ I am in this dream
where I am flying
not like at a target
say . . . a person as such
but . . . really flying.
And this flight
goes on and on,
way past
one bullet’s normal attention span.
It is like . . .
I am still flying to think it now!
It is almost like
I am in slow motion
. . . still flying,
but I may have been sinking
because my head was down
rather than level.
But the rush was still face full,
so I was a little confused
yet filled with delight.
It was a journey
beyond disintegration.
The scale of things
was magnificent.
I felt a bold trajectory!
And even when I hit,
it was not smack daddy splat.
It was . . . almost gentle,
no doubt retaining
my travel shape.
Oh I may be down now but . . .
wow . . .
what an outing we were!
I hope that as the rat-ta-ta-ta,
we’ll get back together again
and compare.
I really want to know.
I want to know
if any of the other bullets
saw what I saw,
and felt what I felt,
when gravity yawned . . .
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