The secret
to polite insincerity
is a supposed
pseudo self-agreement.
The verbiage expressed
by polite insincerity
towards another party
is authored
from a deep subterfuge
of internal resentment.
The resentment is based
and built upon
not initially being seen
authentically as oneself,
earlier in life
respectfully by significant others.
Therefore internally questioning
the realness of themselves
is their own disparity existence.
There is pending low self worth
but not necessarily a given.
Being seen as of value,
meaning and validation to others
is now somewhat sabotaged
by their self-image of denial
as presented back to them,
reflected
in every first person exchange.
Living as a self-scripted pawn,
yet meeting expectation’s decree,
cultivates this talented projection.
Polite insincerity engenders
its own self-imposed
life of imprisonment
on daily doses of candid display.
It garners an effective distancing
from others implicit demands
but does not , by any measure,
implore for help from another.
Aloneness is its method of escape
yet promotes further means
of personal invalidation.
It becomes a self-fulfilling prophecy
based upon
bogus appreciative manners.
Polite insincerity becomes its own
private valid survival of deeds.
Secretly saying to oneself,
if you buy my act, my projection,
then you really can’t see me
or actually help me.
In this case, low self worth
is living for consensual
though undeclared proof.
Polite insincerity,
although it leaves clues
with everyone encountered,
basically is seething
as a substitute for self-worth . . .
Polite insincerity requires
excellent personal skills
to compensate
for the feigning
of personal charm
and a caring presence.
Once discovered for what it is,
people accept by absentia
and this lack of attraction
from others as a person
becomes a way of life.
The self-insularity continues
and no one has access
to alter it except the person
who professes it
as a means of protection
to function in their world.
Polite insincerity,
a mask without true merit
for the person wearing it
as their presentable means . . .
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