middle ground absent

we both get the surfacey and the deep, 

but not so much 

the otherwise interactionals.

you have procedural prominence in mind, 

where as I have curiosity privatized. 

you prefer being a responsible party,

I tend to be monkish. 

I want to demystify you, 

you want to be decision made.

I have inward travel-desire, 

you desire outer world travel.

you have interest as upkeep.

I have interests from curiosity. 

your feeling-range is kept close to the chest,

yet my feeling-range 

is not socially appropriate.

we both deeply care, 

but have varied means 

of awareness and procedure.

I find each of us 

accommodating to the other.

I say easy is worth carving up.

you say definitely, 

with a conclusion from search.

I want discovery out of the abstract. 

you want definite out of need.

our relationals to each other are complex 

in varied different presenting ways. 

I could feel sorry on the surface, 

but more deeply committed 

to inward insight.

you have compelling observations

that guide you into action or restraint.

 

you have nurturance as a self-response.

I have caring, 

as a private almost secret enterprise.

you have caring as potential responsibility.

I don't generally agree to just agree.

if you don't care, for you, no need to agree.

you have the aptitude of a hunter.

I have stupid simple joys of the day.

my mind-time is not real in a worldly way.

your mind-time is overly worldly, demanded.

I live in the world 

of what you don't say, but think.

you live in a world 

where what I say, is profoundly abstract.

you see yourself as feminine preoccupied.

I see myself as circumstantially gendered. 

for me, nothing is ever rendered as fair, 

but everything is possibly in question.

you have pragmatic demands, 

that constitute a need for timing and order.

I don't know how to alter your disposition. 

you seem to have thick skin.

I appear as quite easily disinterested,

or else scheming towards a future in mind.

you radically observe and posture yourself, accordingly.

I have hunting skills of human nature 

but also tears.

do we each know 

what high level enjoyment is?

yet we each feel middle-ground absent 

from the other . . .