as long as there is
and we are experiential of there is,
dualistic thinking presents
that style of presentation as such.
everything, as pointed out,
has to be framed.
and the framing is done by contrast,
even as high in contrast.
there is the singularity of joy
amidst an assembly of quasi-antonyms,
from misery to sorrow to woe,
from melancholy to sadness to depression.
gratitude surfaces from thanklessness.
praiseworthy conquering blame.
appreciation standing tall
in a stream of subdued criticism.
excitement front stages monotony.
everything about focus
eventually comes to reside in conclusion's stance.
we are all taking selfies
of our frame of minds.
and then attention spans eventually wander off.
we are an endless road
of aim-less audience perspectives.
the casting director of self is ever on the search.
experience has to be beholding
as to entertainment potentials.
so far, dualistic thinking is best served
as a morality play,
either right against wrong
or good battling bad
or getting ugly out of the frame
or the right livelihood of like
and the muting of deplored.
and the constancy of all of this is
positionality as the residence of conclusion's made,
as if decisions falsely rule our world,
in case you wanted bliss without boundaries.
we haven't trained for that.
want downright happiness?
well we only get an audience perspective to work with,
as comparative truth might offer,
during the coursework of the day.
it may initially seem silly
but dualistic thinking
possessed in linear thinking
is over-pronounced by conclusions made.
this does not lend itself well
towards what we would possibly claim
as a worthy goal of consciousness.
all we get is self as sub-standardized,
and constant maintenance as generalized upkeep.
sure we can meditate upon occasion,
well behind the reality pretext.
but we are meditating all of the time.
it's just that we can't get there
as a given.
we have to,
by our current method of mind usage,
make a decision,
create a context of transition,
arrive with only observational skills at hand
and proceed to experience ourselves,
as if we are meditating.
yet we are and were meditating all of the time.
but access and presence
and radiance there of?
that's all a rarity.
and if and when
our impulsive first reaction
is to phenomenalize the experience of it,
we are blessedly an exasperating process.
is there a yoga for this?
it has been said,
the mind beating out the mind.
but imagine our life to be a koan.
I think of it this way.
you believe yourself to be
the artist that dwells within.
you work in the charcoal of existence.
you life is the ever canvass.
and the very personal goal,
no matter the renderings you produce,
no matter the remarks received
or the rewards achieved,
is the beyonds of your goal.
given where we currently are,
with our sense of our self,
is to ever remain the essence
of the spirit of the charcoal
on its considerably difficult journey
back to the oneness.
beyond its fiery transitions,
into its current presence,
as a transition from
its original physical organic birth . . .
(that wood would become
what wood would do
to keep the spirit alive,
although deeply disguised,
is in a wardrobe
of what charcoal impressions
appear to be humanly made . . .)
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