bystander awe

in the situation of just being,

as in the stage of aliveness,

self imposed, 

as in the predicament of human,

as existence.

where human defines itself,

as an ego-bound being, 

as an entity,

and of course,

all of the mindset customization

that goes with that as existence, 

and also the experiential enthrallment 

that unavoidably happens along with that.

but getting back to being,

both as the noun and the verb

and the undisclosed quantum of that. 

that this is a very difficult to ascertain, 

from an human understanding point of view.

for there is our need 

to experience it,

yet with no deep impressions actually evident.

where all our methods currently used,

are rather a form of sensory-abuse 

and subsequent a deeper denial

to the quantum of being that exists,

beyond the imposition of thought entry.

yet we are here,

where we are all our lessons 

but customized and accessorized 

in the style of experience,

where isness is not seduced into any form,

where sound is a somewhat subtext excess-able,

where all motion is essentially metaphorical,

and what that thought brings us,

is that recognition leaves us 

in appreciative but bystander awe . . .