now is not yet

for all of us, 

now is not yet.

any methodology keeps us at bay.

experience uses time as distance from,

as interpretive means,

as a medium of platitudes and circumstance.

now is not yet.

when, will go unanswered.

even how is dumbfounding.

not that now is not happening,

but by the time we get to it,

even the it of ourselves as it,

it has already happened, 

and we are post-observers.

bystanders to the explanatory 

as a carry on.

now so substantiates

what we have no isness-grasp of,

but are, 

without now-awareness as approval.

so we are all waiting in line,

waiting lifetimes in line.

for when now is what we are,

and we are consciousness

in and of that now . . .