not the being the map is made of

 

we use a mirror's reflection 

to decipher the brain.

the mirror being the self-consciousness 

we have

and the reflection is the conundrum we face

and the predicament is 

the nature of self-consciousness.

how does it evolved itself as a self evolving

when all feedback is both historical

and also reframed in methods 

that deny evolution itself?

we want to take a sense of the self as a map

to get to the future beyond the self as status.

we want transformation 

but are not realizing 

a sense of transcendence. 

transformation has a carriage of certitude.

transcendence is expansive 

beyond recognition

as one leaves the audience 

of retentive awareness

and becomes ever energetic 

eminence-existence.

there are not definitional schemes 

in becoming.

there is only the Everest-moment 

ever occurring. 

and the integrity of that existence 

is outside of time.

no one experiences that integrity

because it lacks an audience dimension to it.

so how do we come into the unknowable

when all of our methods have 

massive dependency issues?

as long as we are of a technique basis,

we lack access to a essence existence.

even if we knew everything 

there was to know,

we would be unqualified 

to be present in the Everest-moment.

strictly by the journey of preparation,

we would get to a mountain top claimed

but in no way capable 

of immersion to within.

would just staring into the mirror, 

as if a reflection our selves, 

somehow would permanently set us free?

we are a committed diary of cognition,

assuming the benefits 

of chapter after chapter.

when what we want 

has nothing to do with read,

has nothing to do with comprehend,

has nothing to do with time referentials,

but it does have a lot to do with nothing

or what we currently call nothing.

for nothing is not empty or hallow as void.

it's just that we are a long way from home

in that regard, 

with a lot of presence to bring back

that really doesn't present or apply.

our entire lives would have to be

ever ongoing evolutionary surrender

of principles, certitudes, sensory input 

and experience in and of itself.

all of mind 

would have to become void conscious.

and so far,

we train 24/7 

in the most opposite directions.

we do carry the map of destiny

but we are only about interpretation of it

and not being the map 

that is made of . . .