subjectivity’s gift 9/15/19

there is no adequate language 

for the subjective.

there is a back load on meaning 

that passes unnoticed.

it is near the feed store 

for pain and suffering.

yes, it may appear as

mostly unimaginable 

and source fully irrational.

we dwell in a real flat timeline way 

and yet many of the sources 

for the re-stimulation of pain and suffering 

come from subtle realms 

unclaimed in the rational world 

and thereby are dismissed 

as poignant and or relevant.

all people are generally hard-pressed 

with internal tension 

that has no obvious stimulus 

but none the less is still functional 

as painful below the horizon awareness

of daily life. 

there are some many low-key stimulations 

that will eventually lead to physical symptoms 

that will bodily register 

and yet no claim for the source of them 

will appear or be accounted for 

because they are past-life re-stimulated 

or triggered by apparent circumstances 

that source internally deep 

and in a far reaching way from the past 

either from themselves or from their ancestors.

the camouflage that exists as a trigger stimulus 

goes below normal awareness account 

but still registers on the nervous system. 

people will have noticed 

over the course of their lives 

that they have aversions to things 

yet there is no direct answer 

for the cause of that.

we all move towards what is neutral in that way 

in our surround 

yet are also compelled in some ways 

to be curious about such things. 

we can have guarded fascinations 

or reoccurring dreams that register within 

but were not really noticed outright. 

the subjective, as it is referred to,

is just that, by cultural standards. 

it is not that there is no interest 

in what those things might be 

but they are perceived as outside of the norm 

and therefore considered as private unto oneself.

but really, the collective subject is out there. 

movies are made to stimulate and harvest 

from that collective. 

the shared privacy of fear and apprehension 

is worth a bundle in movie income. 

yet there is no shared interest 

in solutions or resolve. 

we, as a culture, are not advanced enough 

to be able to focus, source and release 

in such a manner as a people event 

though we are all into it 

without much effort put forth. 

we are all carriers and sources, 

whether we call it karma or vibes or nonsense.

it continues to be unfolding in our daily lives.  

low-key, of course but in our house resident 

waiting for stimulation 

to bring it to the surface of impact 

on how we feel and how much tension there is 

in the subtly of the day. 

the key discovery to start with is 

that there is no objectivity at all. 

that pretense is very manly but totally false. 

it is such a level of short-sightedness 

that over-promotes that to be so. 

and coerces to live in conclusions 

that objectivity does exist 

only further promotes the influence of subjectivity 

below the horizon of awareness. 

subjectivity is all we really have 

and have needs to share. 

empathy lives there. 

compassion drops by occasionally. 

the emotional needs for all peoples 

is served and soothed 

by access to these ways and means of being. 

feeling subjective is your birthright 

although denied into simplified versions of self 

that are supposedly presentable. 

how much of one’s life is spent 

unraveling this myth? 

subjective is worth. 

be the riches author of self as you can 

and then broadcast the full spectrum of the self 

you come to realize. 

wisdom and growth for all of humanity

will follow . . .