if it’s a hairball, cough it up 9/29/19

intellectual conformation is a form 

of accepted dimensional confinement

identification not only has a past of reliance

but a future of revelation and manifest

trust is the ability of not walking alone

and movement is then of its own accord

all of manifest is a lockdown

until realization is a set-free

we have the insistent existence of time

only as the composition of our awareness

all of space, as we currently perceive it,

is the insistence of our own subjectivity

thought exists as current, but its content 

is only in the imminently recent past

memory is a form of consciousness intervention

when self-expansion feels ungrounding

from a human dynamic perspective

every observation has paradoxical positions

conclusions are the work of short attention spans

for when a mind feels overwhelmed with details

meaningful existence is a fallback position

for when self-consciousness makes itself evident

reality is the cultivation of tentative answers

and its retention is a version of its shelf-life

method is a self-hostage concept

and its repetition is an awareness-gloss of the beyond

if it is a hairball of mind spin

then cough it up with self-consciousness