the unmemorable now

now is not memorable in its full presence.

we, as a consciousness, 

are always going, wherever we are,

but only availably present 

as experiential tourists.

we are the pirates, 

who are in the now, for the nominality, 

but not the absorption 

and broadcast of its isness.

we take from the now, 

lower frequency compositionals

and rework them in to a consciousness 

of self-composition conditionals.

we become self-referential 

in the construct of time 

and subsequently, its elemental view.

we are in the constant construction 

of the imprisonment we live within.

we are continually self-induced to do so.

we use elements and rituals 

that constantly construct the reverence 

for this method of time.

we are then 

our own conceptual imprisonment. 

every thing of thought 

is an inmate condition.

to be mindfully concurrent, 

is to be 

without the production 

of awareness as such.

to be in the now, 

there is no production of props, 

and all of existence 

is the immersion of integrities ongoing,

and all of thought is essentially 

the exhaust from think, 

as we live and breath 

in the smog of it

as the fertileness 

of its futility . . .