let's be fitful

let's be fitful by

riding underwhelm to new heights,

going beyond the reach of boredom,

finding self that is not audience prone,

discovering a presence beyond the self,

claiming a source-residence that is homeless,

living in where all of time is now,

discovering the illusion of now 

as a passive existence,

to feel for where isness is 

not reduced to doing,

to realize where isness has the heart of being

and that being has lifetimes for expression

but owns nothing in the course 

of action or presence,

where self is just wardrobe interactionally,

where there was/is a wholeness 

without any parts.

motion identified is 

a lessor state of awareness.

all of stillness is a subjective point of view.

one goal here is 

to demystify the world of nouns.

a noun world is 

a photographers dream-state existence.

a retentive mind lacks a sharpened blade 

for the now.

we are all hands on deck 

for a deck made of belief.

what is remembered is 

a false set of guidelines,

for the past doesn't pass well 

as the future forthcoming.

every second of observation 

should have creative intent.

our hurt has expectation 

as a working premise at large.

if experience is just wardrobe 

then nudity is still pretense,

for wanting to believe is a false invitation 

to the now.

our puzzling is a self view in a mirror 

that looks at itself.

I wanted understanding to hold my hand comforting me.

observation is a form 

of complimentary cursing,

for each conclusion I make is self retribution indwelling.

let's be fitful, 

beyond what words can express

meet me there, 

right after reading this line . . .

(and maybe we can settle for beyond calm)