haunted, deserted, abandoned,
is the future
of the last moment's experience.
atrophied, biased, judgmental,
is the work of memory,
working it, overtime.
no one wants to sleep
under the blankets of experience.
everyone wants to rest
on the mattress of buoyant light.
if every moment is fresh, anew and alive,
why do we carry
so much baggage of attendance,
as if consciousness by experience's claim
is a mandate to be revered?
we seem to live
as if we are homeless soloists
and have needs
to carry everything with us ongoing.
there is nothing bountiful in that method.
trust is just a self preservation style functioning.
we are only breathing
as a method of catching up.
the behinder we get is all in refrain,
as if the chorus of a bland song never ends
and steals the hum of our souls.
logic is only made
of sailor's knots, explained.
the book of the month
should not end with exasperation in release.
we have the dignity
of emptiness from within.
we reserve the right to not make sense
be the cornerstone of our existence.
feel free is not a designation
but a natural ongoing state
that we can't ignore just to be pleased
by what experience has to offer
without the use of asking questions.
we don't have a mind-state
internally running us,
without language.
we don't communicate.
but we do commune,
beyond what experience
generally has to offer . . .
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