maybe karma rarely vocalizes
the work that it does
it may appeal
only to the subconscious
until enough attention
is drawn down
so that maybe
an image might emerge
a reactive feeling maybe seen
as over-amped
a condition repeats itself
over and over
until the mind,
in exclamation, states
“what don’t I get?” out loud
with some degree of angst
in tones
that could be used to say
“why me?” instead
surely there are
inadvertent remarks made
which may seem out of context
or basically overheard
being said to another
that sink right in
but don’t consciously register
oh they will return
to source base eventually
they will surely surface
as in a dream
some surly, odd,
improbable means
will bring it home again
and then, probably again
karma may not
ever say something so direct
only an ‘aha’ at gunpoint
may do that job
and who of self
is there to listen?
as in, “whoa,
what just happened there?”
if the whisper ever gets close
to being a chorus
then maybe you are having
a near-death experience
in an attempt
to speed up the process!
karma may work within symbols
but does not directly correlate
to symbols
that ‘eye for an eye’ stuff
may have religious
and/or emotional carriage
but it does not spiritually translate
very directly
look, try giving a gift of equal value
for what you will receive
not knowing what your gift is
welcome to the world
of ‘same difference’
if you can figure out
what that means
karma really needs no prompting
it is usually humming in or near
the self/spirit engine room
no matter how distracted
you can claim your life to be
really, no need to address directly
as if you are in command
worse than a bloodhound
karma can and will track you down
what that really means
is that there maybe little logic
or understanding
as negotiable about it
karma as the big picture stuff
can fit into the smallest
of self-episodes
it is like an incessant dance card option
you can be asked and refused
you can be asked again
and still refused
but you will be asked again
and again
until you don’t refused
and you will dance
even if you are
metaphorically tone deaf
and foot clumsy
about the whole thing
well, it isn’t like you don’t know
any of the steps
its just that karma/trauma
can rip to the essence
right out from within you
in its access way
and present you
with a deep learning disability
that you didn’t really know
you actually had
karma is kind that way
in which it is endearing
it knows better than salmon do
where the birth of it took place
and what will have to be done
to return there
even after lifetimes
of ‘at sea’ existence
the call will come
the draw will pull
the dream will surface
the reverse yearning to avoid
will cease
and the whisper will pronounce itself
unto you
and that karma
will keep it to a whisper
( a whisper that only you can hear)
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