referencing the now

the method of referencing the now, 

puts me in the imminently recent past, 

as these methods ordain that process.

I want to be of the consciousness 

of non-name-ability.

where the sensory of feel 

has awareness prominence.

wanting my awareness to be 

of full empty occupancy.

of that which is not translatable 

into any language bias.

to be of the it of it,

as if normalized sensory

is a second-hand opinion.

to be of an inward energetic 

that has a full occupancy 

beyond the capacity to witness 

in a sensing way.

to be of an air of awareness 

that rivals sensing experience, 

but without a sense of separateness 

or a position of self aware

as a means of orientation.

or without a separate sense 

of self-witness administering.

where knowing functions as a protection system 

premised on anticipatory fear.

to sense the totality of the universe 

as the initial version of a comprehensive self.

and what is heard 

as an original tactile sense of felt 

is an internal sound 

that is the composite 

of an enormity of frequencies 

all in the same integrative pitch.

where one's feel of the universe 

is of one sense,

and that sense is 

enormously intimately holographic.

imagine gravity is like a spatial language 

spoken as if heard as fluid is motion.

with this as consciousness,

there is no sense of self occupancy.

where to preface has no definitional sense 

of futurized existence.

one is in the definite free-fall 

of the ongoing yet of timelessness.

fluid is the expression of the whole 

as emotion is impressioned knowing.

where ambience is an awareness existence 

as dynamic ongoing presence.

memory is paid forward 

with an absence of thought.

where mindfulness does not measure 

in components for interactional account.

where there are no dimensional effects 

from indifference or intent.

all of oneness is the action 

of verbiage unrealized.

where stoicism is unrealizable dimensions 

of instantaneousness as motion. 

nothing has profound relevance 

where think is as presence 

and thought is as absence are resolved.

where mindfulness is a false projection 

of sensory input as if observed.

motion is intelligence 

without experience feedback for results.

motion is the essence of time

in a now equation.

as if swimming in the ocean

is the intimate mind work 

to become an evaporative.

to see without the immediacy 

of retention working at it.

where motion is essence privileged,

yet mentally literally denied . . .