the beyond and the before

dose beyond ever vaguely approach

with trifling dalliance 

and unrealized starkness presenting?

dose before ever linger with hintings in whips  

and muffled long winded snippets

as if waggeries that faintly haunt 

but do not seek to clarify?

do these two ever meet up

in efforts to complete a circle of intent,

a round of conscious means,

a manifest behind the stances 

of apparently meaningful?

on a screen made of shadows presenting

where within the blandness 

of that as external frame,

a secondary sense of seeing 

provides for faintness of flashes

possible idly mind thought provoked

or a feeling takes a stance into notice

and irrational sensibility creates a discourse.

if necessary overheard as self talk

yet inwardly presented almost out of frame,

yet impactful enough to register

without otherwise suitable context overlaid?

places in the self appear

but would never seek to be shared with another

just glitches of impactful

yet irrationally placed in the ongoing 

of the self narrative.

yet if they met

as art-form of self evolution inwardly presenting,

a said person has advanced 

their capacity of self aware,

their deep comprehension of being and circumstance

their release of unconscious self baggage

to be carried as lessons to be learned 

by the inadvertence of living into their crux.

a beyond and a before that give up their bounty

that seize the moment quite unexpectedly

and yet puzzle complete

an otherwise out of frame 

but duly carried forward 

in the puzzlement of living to realize.

so secret these lessons present,

as if to unfold

and so rich in the privacy of being,

do they happen.

we are all blessed

when this is so.

for anyone in our universe of connectedness

for they advance each of us

by their private advancement occurring.

such is the beauty of energetic truth shared

and yet not by narrative expressed . . .