how did this happen?

emotional intelligence basically 

doesn't exist in time. 

it doesn't have a future.

it doesn't have a past. 

we are more of the sensations of being 

in their ever-constancy.

yet everything is this sentience, 

in all objects of mass and form. 

they all occupy frequencies 

outside our range vibrational connection.

our minds are comfortable in languaging,

which is both a profound method of negative affirmatives 

and in complete denial of the now. 

a now in which, we have no cogency 

to approach beyond concept or language. 

all of our approaches are rhetorical 

in mental humdrum circularity,  

advancing a profound false use of our brains. 

we do have emotional intelligence, 

but it gets reduced into mental acumen,  

with functions based on a past, 

and a future sense of perspective.

everything then is just experientially referential. 

for all of our sensibilities, 

we use them for objectification,

which as techniques, 

keep us separate from, by observation.

it is profoundly utilitarian in a mindset way

and yet almost involuntarily done.

it's a kind of knowing 

that is so very bizarre, 

relative to being

and denies the authenticity of everything,

that is energetically what it is.

for we take the essence 

into an essentialness of reductionism 

whereby everything we realize 

is essentially audience reductionistic.

we can never become 

what we know to be.

we, just do become,

a more knowledgeable audience, 

ever exerting its sense of control . . .