attachment is the projection of self,
as if self-identified
as all of it is to me.
I am self identified by these means.
I own what I claim
as a reflection of my sense of self,
as aware.
my world is a mirror
of all of these things as such.
I am.
I do.
and I mean.
my props
and all my otherwise,
evidence me as such.
I am my custodian of myself,
in action,
in deed,
and in knowing of myself as me.
I am the capture
of my own narrative.
it is ever written
as the need of my ongoing.
dare I wander
without motive or apparent means.
dare I dream
and not know of myself within it.
dare I doubt
that existence is meaningful in measure.
though I harbor the crime of experience,
dwelling in the past remembered,
as that self is my white cain
of prodding along.
I would wish for a sensory all,
that does not bother with a self in this way,
but is ever invitational,
that I leave all these levels
of accomplishment
and these tendings of upkeep and appraisal.
to be my being from within,
and not required
to be so self apparent aware.
for confluence to unionize,
for effort without its directedness
to harmonize,
for the merge to be ongoing,
without experiential account as depiction,
without audience,
as frame or thirst for outcome.
to be where attachment is essence of being,
as a given,
where no perception exists,
that is not immediate immersion within,
where attachment is human viscosity
as its means,
where we all lose our sense of self,
upon entering
the oneness of the see . . .
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