comprehension versus fathom 1/27/19

comprehension versus fathom

is meant to mean;

comprehension by a firm mental grip 

versus fathom via surrender to divine grasp.

as if comprehension is a surface to surface over-grip 

while fathom is to surrender as if to be immersed in 

what initially is sensed as an embrace.

for our method of brain usage has succumb 

to the constant overwhelming tide of thought

and subsequent unspoken devotion

to the religion of time

together with the illusion of space 

as locationally depictional.

all of thought is fundamentally first-person reactive 

by brain stimulation as method.

vacancy of thought is a rare commodity 

as if thought without initial and stimulating reference 

could not be so.

mind without our familiar method 

of context and sensory input 

is still not within our version of a self-sense, for most.

we have a self that is indoctrinated 

into being a separate entity 

at the very essence of sensing and cognition.

we then forage for identifiables in our mind-style way

as if understanding then becomes the harvest.

we don’t identify with this crop

but we are in receivership of the harvest.

we are post-operative as if to benefit 

from what is received.

we are not part of the germination, the growth, the bloom, 

or what is harvestable in its most direct way.

yet we claim by assumption, as a stand-alone status,

and therefore reap the benefits 

as audience in receivership.

this is a dignity 

that the religion of separateness affords us.

we have developed brain-methods that deny 

our essential connectivity with the surround 

and subsequently impassions us to pursue methods 

that function by control and human decision-making 

that are not part of the complexity in existence 

around us to start with.

production is a human form of a selfie.

human self-intimacy is in an insular phone booth style.

how we pursue information 

furthers the species into isolation 

and momentous proof of need for the methods 

we already falsely use.

we have gaining insight 

as a form of leverage against.

we are a species out of context 

and damn proud of it.

we only blindly lead ourselves onward

as if the planet was a staging area 

and experience is ‘destined’ to be as grand 

as it can be experientially further be taken as us, 

as singular beings, 

isolated in our own sense of self 

yet hungry from not knowing 

of the beyond of what . . .