wearing see-thru suffering part 6 4/30/17

it is no small wonder that life provides many trails

along this line of personal self development,

almost on a daily basis until with clarity,

it dynamically registers as a consciousness of being

beyond circumstance, experiential input, actual occurrence,

 or any storyable self account.

one is not of the body but occupies it.

one is not the experience but registers its passing.

one is not the victim but is the source and the origin

of being and its expression.

one is not the outcome but always available

to the origin ever unfolding.

suffering is a first option for meditation

to be a process of self-discovery

and then a means of deepening a truer sense

of self-love from within.

suffering, as the conundrum it is, does not seem,

from an initial standpoint, to be a blessing,

but it is a blessing in disguise

when addressed and source-fully mastered.

suffering, when taken in hand, becomes the guidance

from a hidden grace, a sense of self as conscious self

as opposed to self-conscious,

and a sense of being sourced beyond the sense of suffering 

as an overwhelming distraction.

suffering is a very popular expressive style

but it is also a multifaceted method of entry

into higher states of consciousness

then the original experience would account or allow for.

the contentiousness of our dualistic thinking

works against that development

by presenting a working premise of causality

in which external experience reinforces the contention

that suffering is caused by another, outside of oneself

and that they are to blame

for the predicament presently occurring.

note: there is no healer in this process as stated.

fault-finding and victimhood both work against

the deeper insight of advancing conscious

within any of the parties involved.