wearing see-thru suffering part 5 4/29/17

to accept suffering as self-generative

which there by has attendable means,

there must be a deeper sense of being in play

that can surmise and embrace and still be that deeper source 

behind all of that that is

pressing to be experientially evident.

the spiritual wisdom of suffering is to acknowledge it,

not be deeply distracted by it

and address it from a place more deeply within,

that allows oneself to administer

from a purer state of consciousness

that is interfacing with the actual pain and it particulars

and not in response to the lesser self laboring

in one’s conclusive account.

if I am preoccupied as the victim

then I have no locatable position

to be the self-healer involved,

even though I would be the best qualified

and most prominent party, in the first person,

to attend to said circumstance and to alter

the experiential overload and to initiate

the necessary elements to end the suffering,

no matter what level it has been sustained at,

from physical to emotional to psychological levels included.

all are within range

of first person self attendance immediately.

suffering is not a paradigm

but only an observational flashing, with the potential

to affect consciousness in a consuming manner

when not more deeply addressed.

a person, essentially at cause, is to not be at affect

but also to be at affect of a deeper undisclosed cause, 

dependent upon which has a stronger conscious origin 

within one’s sense of oneself.

whether it is verbal abuse, physical brutality,

personal injury, or full-blown illness,

a deeper sense of self can be in response

rather than reaction to them all.