Parents hiding out * 8/5/14

Parents are hiding in the body of you. Yes, your parents, your body, my parents, mine. Nearly everyone has parents hiding. Some have generational lineage, backed up, hiding out in them and through them. Everyone is multigenerational in this way. Somewhere in their behavioral regime either as sacred alters of devotional love reenacted or as heinous acts passed on as unresolved, there are these riddles from them to you unjustifiable but true. Most of us are our unknowing animations in this broadcast but not alert or aware. Some of this is done for or out of love transmuted, so to speak, into duplicated behavior as expression in the body language of one of our parents, while others, have it buried in reactive behaviors to their parents, and others, more deeply hidden in attempting to unconsciously decode a parental unresolved riddle, handed down to them through deviate disguises as current interactions with way more the subtle energy expressed than conscious content intended. Mistreatments become this kind of hidden lore. But they, those parents are there. Some is done in loving consideration and respectful gestures carried forward, ways of speech, rituals and mannerisms, even resounding perspectives that are now dated but delivered as one’s own. Most of us are working for their benefit, to free themselves from their carriage of these deep dark burdens, from theirs to them and then to us. It is hard to free up. Underground love is penetrative and perverse, not necessarily degenerative but still very concealed. You are, well we all are, a busload of unresolved traumas and guilts and passions. They become a hidden resource of motives and presentations on our palate of presence and projections. Not unusual, possibly sacred, but definitely and defiantly and deeply buried within the carefrees and the considerations we weave as us moving on. The parents are hiding, it is a serious game we all play, most all of the time . . .