residence within

I have a resident awareness within me

that experience does't complete.

it doesn't conveniently fit 

towards the presentation of words.

unless you have a real question

that your body-speak cannot express,

than we are ships passing 

on the open seas of observance,

but not enough edginess to pursue an ask.

I already benefit from your presence

and the deeper dialogue coming out of your eyes.

but all of the unwrapping needed in conversation

is a false front to start with.

either first topic has already digested all of that

and then we address, 

where our energies meet in the now.

I could live for that kind of energetic embrace,

presence to presence,

as if the melody, though unrehearsed,

naturally comes forth because we are,

who that authentically is

and just lost track over the lifetimes apart.

I'd much rather feel it

than have to dialogue to understand,

for that which is more than touch could initially offer

and for which time has molded and modeled

our togetherness as well as our being apart.

that feel, if present, 

is worth more than understanding can provide.

however eccentric, our appearances are superficial

to this sense of deeper cause.

we can dispense and more openly declare,

as my eyes to yours as yours to mine,

if we ever meet 

with that kind of sudden exposure.

I am always open to kindred,

at that level of consummate spirit to spirit.

each of our days is a drawnness in that direction,

for the thousand ways that that can manifest,

for rapture to be taken up by rapture.

this is of a oneness that comes to bind.

eventually, evolution of the human spirit 

will make this completely so.

I am pursuing being ahead of the curve

and open to igniting others

of like kind, this residence within,

as if we ever come to disclose . . .