beyond the experience predicament

experience is a form of luggage.

for where we think we want to go 

is more deeply where we are within.

we have to take off the excess 

of how we go, 

to get there,

which is not the accumulation of experiences,

but the undressing of the method of experience.

by some means, 

we have to acquire the abilities

of attention and attending, 

without having the content of that process 

weigh heavily and register as experience.

this is where we want to arrive 

by a method of not going 

and not getting there.

it's a way of vibrational participation 

that is outside the normal realm of experiencing

and initially somewhat outside our sensory range of intake.

it eliminates the precision with which 

we claim and work with time measures or constraints.

it has a presence of intimacy 

that is more intimate 

than the general range of objectified experience.

it is way more generative in its presence 

than it is observant in its claims.

one's sense of self in this process

is not a substantive description, 

but more so, a state of experimental emptiness, 

which is discovered not to be a void.

one of the myths of experience  

is that consciousness appears to be relational,

when what starts to happen is that,

there is the start of a feeling of a surrender 

of the mechanics of experience 

and there is the invitation 

of a creative enterprise of the spontaneity 

that is a constant of existence, 

yet not subjectively pictorially defined.

there is less interest in the phenomenon of passage 

and much more attentiveness 

in the creation of the presence 

of a frameless now.

and that now is substantially, fundamentally, 

monumentally less of experience

and more of an isness.

in that respect, the use of the senses 

are not in the standard constancy of time 

but can then run ahead 

of what would be considered 

the normalized experiential narrative 

and produce information in reception 

that doesn't already apparently exist 

by the means we now use 

in our experiential metaphor of awakeness.

for awareness of being

is eventually in this regard,

in the dissolution of time

as a usage method.

one becomes a conduit 

of the broadcast of being 

and not involved 

in the receiver aspect of experience.

therefore understanding's method is not filled 

with retention  

but is more so, a process of confluence.

the further one becomes the presence of this process,

the less useful and impact and ineffectual 

is the usage of language, 

as a version of comprehension into understanding.

therefore being has less of the use of experience

and the consciousness of experience, 

as a foreword thinking apprehensive technique 

and more so, has the presence of experience 

as a creative subtle spontaneous enterprise.

one becomes an active participant 

in the internal ever unfolding un-expectable enterprise.

there is less of accountability 

of perspective in a timely manner. 

this is where realization is only a passing fancy

and one's attention is generally not drawn towards it.

even the consumption weight of one's attention 

is filled, more with the creative enterprise of being

and way less of any sense of self account.

so most of the skillsets we use or assume 

into the integrity of experience 

become atrophied, 

because we are aligning within an energetic system 

that doesn't use time as a fundamental principle,

and experience is done in a totally fluid holographic way, 

far beyond linear perception.

understanding of this will not give you access 

or the ease of instructions. 

the method that comes to mind 

is to become fully aware of technique 

and than become the surrender 

in and through and beyond, 

what technique offers as its experience of feedback. 

then the nature of the surrender 

is not a withdraw 

but more so a dimensional expansion 

in which you become the quantum, 

but you relinquish your capacity to realize it.

therefore you leave the baggage of mindfulness 

and travel on, 

beyond what normalize sensory awareness offers,

for now.

one is still within the integrities of the physical plane, 

but is clearly not dependent upon it, 

for one's essential representation of their isness.

and reality is then ever the tip of physical mass, 

as the metaphor that is melting.

and that melt is into the sea of quantum,

where quantum is vaporized into a massless state 

of energetic integrity consuming the all . . .