there is a now 8/13/19

I am not of existence

but I am

I occupy by the window of experience

I am as dispassionate as the glass

as that pane of glass 

I look through what I see

I look back at the who of me 

who senses what there is to see

I sense what seeing has to offer

I feel for what sensing has then proposed

all at once I move 

from that receivership of that broadcast

into the compassionate broadcast 

of what receivership has blessedly offered me

as I then once again

look through the window of experience

where there is a now

to what I see