gumption 4/18/19

moving forward in life is under-dimensionalized. 

it is a time-warp of mind-bending perspective.

living in the breadlines of expectation 

does not provide nourishment to the soul.

my reality only gets me to second base, 

assuming that I am actually in the game

and not paying a life of existence

to be in the audience perspective forever

as a spectator harvesting the experience of sidedness 

substituted for actions believed to be 

me on the field of play.

if pain-wreck, as if a summary, 

represents the ongoingness of existence, 

then the how of how-it-feels
is ineffectively generated ongoing

and I am the cause of that.

what I need is gumption of far-sighted soul.

no more mindful of p’s and q’s.

more of the passion of drawnness,

waking up to what inwardly compels,

the turn-ons of blessedly-completes,

the intuitive without the mind filled with blather,

living the magic of the unexplained

without an asterisk towards rational entirety.

gumption has leap while growing wings.

it has the inner turn-on of spunk,

the native industry of being 

beyond the apparency of circumstance.

gumption is a god-given from within

here, may it land . . .