The addiction of worth 10/5/16

We are all, as humans,

addicted to the same search,

with very different points of entry.

Most all of us were born juiced and beaming, 

without boundaries of overwhelm

or the pin-downs of comprehension.

Light would automatically come through

each of us unknowingly.

Others would feel it,

and attempt to ignite from it,

their own inner beings whenever possible,

just by the naturalness of childlike presence 

and with some guidance from sight.

Sentience of the newborn,

was to be dumbed down.

This Machiavellian practice was a matter

of unstated fact,

in order from all older people in the surround. 

The grand assumption from these initial terms of engagement, 

feature a relatedness to teach said child in a mindful way

rather than learn from the genius of their being 

as presented before us.

We are all distorted

from the same basic indoctrination

however the cultural and parental twists

that have uniquely occurred.

Habit, by expression, becomes routine, unattended, 

and hapless in its display of thirst, 

and under-dimensionalized from the true heart 

keeping it alive and unfolding.

Yet, over our lifetime,

deeper currents inwardly prevail,

even if inadvertent, 

or quite unevenly surfacing 

during the course of living unfolding.

Every act searches for soul,

no matter how unconsciously attempted,

be it repulsion or attraction.

Dynamics is the impact language.

Positions of polarity are the distractions

lacking the depth essentially yearned for.

The act of conscious habit is most difficult

in anyone’s ongoing life.

And to personally decode what spirit is

every moment, attempting to express

from within is the ever challenge

and the addiction of worth . . .