the wardrobe made of abacus

the abacus of the linear brain usage.

experience is all of provocative thumbs functioning.

calculable ability as a drumroll, please,

as if the brain was book-bound as a read-out,

line by line in consciousness as passage. 

this is like falling into the narrative of mind-speak 

as if forever self-dialogue is listening for,

a want for a sensory without sound,

a comprehension without clarity assault, 

a fluidity without the necessity of listening,

a wholism without the introduction of means,

a find beyond the capacity of looking for,

a complacency that perfection longs to die, 

a nowhere of not ever questioning that thrives,

a leap that left behind its definitional stance of source

and a cerebral say that finally reaches past 

comprehension's capacity to ever A.I. grasp,

as the finest of sliding beadwork even done, 

in consciousness being dressed down . . .